It's CHAOS but we LOVE it!

August 11, 2010 and headed to the hospital for my appointment to have a baby. That is a weird feeling but we were excited after going a week over my due date to finally meet our little Zidane. The delivery was not what I had signed up for but I can say now after 5 weeks into my recovery that I finally feel like I might survive it. I was induced and labored for 20 hours and then due to a uterine infection and fever they had to deliver Zidane by C-section because his heart rate kept dropping and they were concerned about the stress he was under. I was anxious for him to get here as soon as possible but I was very disappointed by the C-section because I knew it meant I couldn't lift Landon for a long time. The C-section was quick but they still ran into complications because he was stuck in my pelvis pretty good. It is such a weird feeling to feel all the pressure of the surgery yet no pain. I am not sure I liked that feeling but I was already physically and emotionally exhausted. When he was finally freed from my pelvis he wasn't breathing and had to be resuscitated which he recovered from very quickly so we were glad to know that. When Craig picked him up and brought him over to me it was our AMAZING moment to share together. I try and remember that moment every time I get discouraged about my lengthy recovery. One week after I was discharged I was readmitted to the hospital with yet another uterine infection and while there I acquired a bladder infection and UTI.

Because of our situation and my recovery I have had to have someone here with me everyday while Craig is at work. It has been so hard for me to ask for help but I knew I had no choice and it has been quite the learning experience for me. So many wonderful people have been so willing to help us. This experience has helped me realize how a small act of service can be so appreciated and I want to do more service for others when I am healed and able.

I have one more week of recovery until I can hold Landon and hopefully return to most of my regular activities but it has been such a great challenge for us. I guess a 10 month old and 1 month old would be a challenge for anybody but Craig and I are really feeling the weight of our new responsibilities. Don't get me wrong though we are thrilled and adore our two boys more than anything in this world. It has been challenging but they bring so much joy into our home and our lives. We love Landon and Zidane both so much and want
the BEST for them, because they both deserve happiness and a strong family unit.

I have to admit I was ready to be done with the pregnancy and although many people said I would wish I was still pregnant after having the baby I don't. I love holding my baby in my arms and kissing his cheeks every time I pick him up.

Meet the newest member of our family....Zidane Ipsen Jenson
He sure made his arrival difficult but after 20 hours of labor and finally a C-section and a resuscitation team he arrived healthy and full of vigor.

Landon was my very favorite visitor that came to the hospital, always smiling and excited to be there as long as he could have a nice warm bottle.

First picture of Landon and Zidane as brothers.

Our first photo of our family of FOUR, can you believe it 2 to 4 in less than a year.

First time together in their new double jogger. I look forward to the day that I can take them out for a run.

Landon is very interested in his new friend and brother, he is dying to play with him.

Zidane is definitely Craig's son...no question about it. He is ALL Jenson. Craig told me not to feel bad and that Zidane has my scowl. Ha Ha

Landon is starting to get his workout in at an early age. He has discovered how he can do pull ups on the kitchen chairs and he thinks he is pretty cool when he does them. One day it will probably end up in a sad boy after he falls but for now he is just working on building his muscles. He has the most FUN personality and loves to play and act crazy, he will keep us young for sure.